Thursday, September 2nd 2010
Open Post: Hosted By The "Backinup Backinup Backinup" Lady
Some people just really know how to tell a story in a way that makes you want to clap and throw a bouquet of roses at them afterwards. And this goth Cathy with glasses who witnessed a robbery attempt is one of them. I want to sit next to her at a Denny's breakfast counter at 4 in the morning and ask her to tell me every single one of her life stories. Every. Single. One.
I won't give anything away, but I hope that somebody puts "They Shot The Rubber" on a onesie.
Source: Internet Today via TDW
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Antibitch, I ended up calling off from work today. I don't do that often, but I felt as though a day to visit family was long overdue.
Today was my grandmother's 63rd birthday and I went to her house to celebrate. My aunt from Florida and a few family friends were also there. I haven't gotten to spend a day with family since Easter.
I know it wasn't really wild or crazy or anything, but it was nice catching up and getting back in touch with loved ones.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
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Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 6:01pm.
I hope you have a good labor day too!
I've actually been thinking about calling off from work for the day because it's something I don't do very often, and I haven't seen my family for so long. It's my grandmother's 63rd birthday and I want to be there this year. I haven't been able to see her since Easter.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
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Submitted by caprica six on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 8:55am.
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Cappy, I'm gonna cut and paste to Friday's OP since MK doesn't have one today (Sat).
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I smell bananas! Am I back? what's in my ass?
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Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 6:24pm.
K!
and if you see Lutrelle, tell her I said goodbye.
khensu and nightowl.. change of plans, I won't be back on Monday but I hope you both still go out and have some fun, and share with each other what you did.
Submitted by catholicschoolgirl on Thu, 09/02/2010 - 11:43pm.
Submitted by caprica six on Thu, 09/02/2010 - 7:36pm.
I hate life sometimes.
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Cappy, right there with ya. Haven't been in a relationship for a couple of months because I was so burned by the last one I can't even imagine getting into another one (reports are still filtering in regarding how I was the psycho bitch - nevermind I was in a relationship with a severe alcoholic mama's boy). Anyhow, I met a guy through a friend at a party while I was having an "on" night, you know what I mean by "on"? I was witty, wasn't retaining water, had some summer color on my face and in my hair, was laughing, making jokes, knew exactly the news stories he was referencing (he was cute and up on current events, SWOON). Now I feel like my usual shitty self and feel like I can't follow up because I'm NEVER as together as I was that night. If homeboy saw me now (bloated, frizzy hair from the humidity, permanent scowl from this shitacious heat) he'd run in the opposite direction. FML.
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CSG {{hugs}}. lmao, actually I also feel bloated and this fucking heatwave has, for the first time, fired up mah frizz, w/ skin so oily i gots bookoo (?) breakouts (which are now clearing.
Anylooneylookingbloatedhow, more importantly, we keep missing each others' drive bys lol. Today I feel a bit better, stronger sort of, which is my usual self. Girl, you IS together, witty and a good person. Sometimes, when I feel the loose-cannon emotions or 'dumbness' slowly bubbling within, I calm my thoughts, and remember how full and clear life can be, and the fierce strength comes back. After I logged off here last night when I wrote my last post, swear this is what I did. This shit works. Also, everybody's (and the environment) has been in a 'funk', so this puts things into perspective too. {{hugs}} again. Will look out for ya here next time, sessay chic!
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May the Force (of a hundred booger flicks) be with you.
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Submitted by suckandfuck on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 6:09am.
LOL Thanks for reading! I tell ya, this is a skeery place. I mean the fact that I have to use a VPN to get to YouTube and FaceBook because ze government blocks these sites. The other thing is in any town you live in, you have to register with the popo here. They want to know where the fuck you are at ALL times.
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Submitted by Hello Kitty Ho ... on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 6:05am.
Anyway thanks for reading this rant, (if you didn't that's cool too). It's 7:20pm here so for some of you it's Good Morning and have a great day!
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You too. Thanks for your post! I like reading about China because the stories usually scare the shit out of me, as do some chinese people, like my fucking chinese neighbor 2 doors down who slams her apt. door all fucking day like its her job.
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Submitted by stinkbutt on Mon, 03/29/2010 - 5:47pm.
suckandfuck, do us all a favor, and hang yourself. Oh, and your parents should be shot for raising a disgusting pig like yourself.
Since this is an open post, let me start out by saying I'm in Beijing, China for the moment. Got a teaching job here, thought I try it out, check out a different culture etc.
Well did I get a rude awakening! Chinese people here are a trip!
For example, they spit everywhere, they're rude, no sense of personal space or hygiene ugh! I had my first taste of the locals when I went to the Forbidden City last Sunday. And I got on this trolley thing to go to the main gate of the Forbidden City. OMG , they fucking stink, both the men and the women! Bitches be stinkin for real! And then I saw people spitting in the Forbidden City aka the Emperor's Palace. I was like WTF?! This is World Heritage site and you fuckers are spitting on a historical monument! It's like taking a shit at the Lincoln Memorial. Seriously ugh! Although I saw a YouTube video of a kid taking a shit at the bottom of the Great Wall, so I wouldn't put anything past them.
Fast forward at 1:04
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cRG0QuQ53ys
To top it all off, you can drink the fucking water here. You have to cook, brush your teeth and drink bottled water. Coz their water is all kinds of fucked up. You can boil it ,then drink it, but fuck that, I am not taking any chances.
I'm moving to my own apartment this weekend finally! I've been staying a my school director's house for a while (which is really nice). But I need my own space, so it's cool. The place is a bit ghetto, but it will do for now.
Anyway thanks for reading this rant, (if you didn't that's cool too). It's 7:20pm here so for some of you it's Good Morning and have a great day!
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Goodnight antibitch and nightowl. Nice talking to you guys.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Ha, yeah, Weirton doesn't have much going on over there. But a little bit farther in WV there's this gorgeous (and terrifying) bridge that crosses the new river gorge. The view is incredible but you're looking down about 900 feet.
Geographically, I'd say West Virginia is beautiful.
My town is pretty small, and there isn't much to do less than fifteen minutes away from there, but it's charming in its own way.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
I'm forcing myself to go back to bed, but Monday night I will be here, and you ladies can wow me with your great adventures. I'm gonna get my nipples pierced! Not really. 'night
Antibitch thanks for the compliment! I'll take it and run with it!
Yeah, I read about your move to Florida. It seems so daunting but I'm sure you'll have no problems meeting people! It's a new beginning!
Goodnight Antibitch and Khensu!
Khensu, I've never been to PA or WV. I've never heard of Weirton. What's its main attraction? Largest Ball of Aluminum Foil? I WOULD GO SEE THAT.
Nightowl, I've only been to California once, when I was 7. My parents drove from Kentucky to California in a Chevy van with my brother and self in tow. Hippies. I do remember though.
I live in Panama City Beach, FL. I just moved here 9 days ago, so there is a lot I haven't seen or done. I don't know anyone here other than my father, but I'm in touch with all of my old friends. I'd like to meet some locals though.
Aww, thanks antibitch. You're very cool as well. :)
I live in Western PA. I'm pretty much on the edge of it...I'm only about a half hour away driving distance from Weirton, WV.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 3:10am.
I live in Cali. In L.A county
Submitted by nightowl on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 3:06am.
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:57am.
Got it! Monday night!
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THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN 'BOUT!! I can't wait to read what you girls did because I can tell by your posts here that you are both very intelligent and creative.
nightowl, see you already have a plan.
khensu, TRUST ME when I say, I know how that feels. But many times I would work a 12 hour shift, and still go get some party on or hang out with some friends because work will rule you if you let it. And I'm technically old enough to be your mother *cry*, so if I can do it, I know you can. :)
Where do y'all live? What state?
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:57am.
Got it! Monday night!
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:45am.
Actually, I have been thinking of seeing if a choir-mate of mine was playing with his band. I don't want to go alone so i'll have to find out if there are other ppl from choir who are going. If not then I'll have to just find out if someone else has something going on. unfortunately, my phone's screen doesn't work so texting is out of the question and I don't have a facebook account so I'll have to rely on calling a few/several ppl.
I'm not in choir or any music class this semester and I miss it terribly. I've been wanting to hangout w/ them for a while cuz I was starting to get close with them. I don't want to lose that.
There's just one minor setback.
McDonald's is greedy about my schedule, so I have to work until twelve in the morning, but, BUT I can do something after work, like a late night type thing.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:52am.
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:45am.
I'll take you up on it! Sounds like a plan. :)
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Thatagirl! Okay, nightowl, you gotta jump in too. Don't be a pussy. >:( :P
Monday night, we meet back here and talk about what we did. I'M MARKING IT ON MY CALENDAR. I'm gonna find something really crazy to do, cuz that's how I roll.
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:45am.
I'll take you up on it! Sounds like a plan. :)
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:37am.
@nightowl
aww, honey, I didn't offer much but if helps, I'm glad.
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Antibitch, just letting anyone know that you are listening and not being judgmental is a good thing!
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Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:34am.
sometimes just sharing helps put things into better perspective and makes you feel less alone and alienated.
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Exactly!
KHENSU I HAVE A CHALLENGE FOR YOU. :D
By Monday evening, find some event to attend (because it is a holiday weekend so it should be easy to do), and come back here, post what you did. Even if you just go for a couple of hours. Even if you just "people watch". I will do it if you do it. We can compare notes. NIGHTOWL, you should get in on this too.
@nightowl
aww, honey, I didn't offer much but if helps, I'm glad.
@Kimmy
PTSD is rough stuff. My father is a 100% disabled vet because of it. Hope you're getting good treatment. :)
I was on the best sleeping schedule, but after I spent so much time in the pool today, I napped and fucked it up.
Submitted by nightowl on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:18am.
So you feel more or less like an acquaintance than friend to your HS buddies? I can definitely understand that too.
I'd never freak out at them anyway in case there is a misunderstanding like there has been a few times before, but I'm just going to try and worry about myself/keep me preoccupied but when they come back around, I'll still be waiting.
I hope that your situation improves. I know we've spoken on here quite a bit, and I like you a lot. You seem like a cool girl, and I don't like seeing good people endure such frustration and grief. So I hope one day things will snap back to normal for you.
You, antibitch, and KimmyG have all been a great help and sometimes just sharing helps put things into better perspective and makes you feel less alone and alienated. You're right though. This is great advice from a universal standpoint and can apply to anyone. A lot of D-Listers have been nothing but kind and patient with me, which is the kind of support that a lot of discussion boards tend to lack.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by nightowl on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:18am.
glad to help, tho indirectly! everyone goes thro some crappy times and its nice to have someone to share them with. feel free to email me as well!
If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.
Submitted by KimmyGibler on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 2:06am
Thank you very much! My E-mail is chi1388@hotmail.com if you want to add me.
It's been very nice talking to you, have a great night.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:46am.
I go thru different phases. Sometimes i text/call friends for a while and then there is a very long dry spell when I don't hear anything from them or when I don't contact them. Sometimes we say "let's hang out" "yeah we should on one of these weekends coming up". I think the reason why I don't get invited to go out much is because my HS friends have new friends they're hanging out with and they assume I have new friends as well. I don't say anything because I don't want them to think I'm trying to guilt trip them into hanging out with me. I don't know what else to say to them. Sometimes I just want to blurt out that I feel alone and that they are moving on without me but I know that's wrong of me to say.
At least you seem to be in closer contact with your friends. Kimmy is right, be patient and your friends should come around don't give up on them.
I know that maybe I'm not the best to dole out advice because I do pretty much exactly what you are doing but i feel you're not in as bad a position as I am.
KimmyG., Antibitch the advice you're giving makes a lot of sense. I know it wasn't directed at me but I want to thank you guys anyway. This is a big reason why I decided to join Dlisted because ppl here are very caring and there's a sense of community on here. I used to get plenty of advice and tips from all your convos. And maybe it's cheesy but there are other ppl reading and it may help them as well.
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:58am.
well i gotta head to bed. I go work in about 4 hours. But if you ever need someone to talk to email me at noelle2586@gmail.com. I would def like to chat with you or help you out or just be an ear to listen! Have a good nite!
Hope to talk to you soon!
If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.
Submitted by antibitch on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:31am.
Indeed. I just feel sluggish, no energy, no motivation. I definitely hate it, and I don't do it because I like it, but because it's a force of habit and a self destructive pattern.
I do try to keep the internet and offline as separate as possible, even though I try to keep my long distance friends around because they're nice to talk to. WHEN they're actually around.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by KimmyGibler on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:33am.
Usually when my friends come home, we hang out. They're usually home about once a month, which is good enough for me if they're far away seven months out of the year.
My condolences to you and your loss, btw.
I usually hate the month of August, because it marks the near end of summer, everyone going away, and now especially because last August my grandmother was diagnosed a kidney illness and a cancerous cyst on her ovaries, so she had to stay in the hospital for several weeks. She seems to be doing much better now, but those weeks were hell for me because I was scared and anxious all the time. I hate winter in general, but that's just because it's cold and gloomy all the time. Even though I myself am a nighttime person, when it's dark for most of the day, it's depressing. I much prefer the longer daylights and heat.
September, though, is usually okay. I don't love it because it's the season everything turns into autumn but I can deal.
Other than that, it's a bit of a pattern depending what time of year it is.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Nightowl: I'm still friends with a lot of my high school friends. We've been a pretty close unit for 12 years now. Their colleges are hours away from mine and each other, though we've spent a lot of time together over summer vacation. We haven't spoken in about a month, but I was never mad at any of my high school friends, so I doubt it's because *they* hate me, though my one friend can be absent minded sometimes.
I'm going to complete this semester at community college and then hopefully send off back to university. I haven't made any real friends my first time at university that stayed. A lot of them proved to be kind of toxic.
I have a lot of long distance friends I chat to on the internet, but they haven't been around lately either. Those are the friends I'm a little bit worried about, because they have all these means of contact and they can't be bothered sending me a mere text message or anything. I get that they're busy, but believe me, I'm busy too. I don't know anyone who's *always* too busy to respond to someone. I have a full time job but I always make it a point to respond to people trying to get in touch with me. Hell, my father works 14 hours a day sometimes and somehow he's able to communicate with people in between...and his job is ball-busting difficult, so this is why sometimes I think that "busy" is an excuse to not talk to me.
For several months out of the year, they're the only people within my age bracket I can talk to about some things.
Sometimes my friends' activities are a little bit meh. I usually hate going to the movies, which is what they always want to do, but I usually go out with them anyway because they're more fun to be around than the actual activities. I'd rather spend $10 on something else, though.
When people start talking sex or boyfriends around me, I get flustered. It kind of makes me feel bad that I'm missing out or something. Kudos for your decisions though. I'm a bit of a social drinker. I'm pretty shy at first, but it doesn't take very much for me to drop my guard in conversations and such. I think that when I drink too much, I lose my filter completely...which is a good or bad thing depending on who happens to be in my presence.
Antibitch: I'm not extremely proud of my hobbies, because I've gotten quite lazy and am trying to change that, but as is, I just like to sleep, listen to music, and play on the internet. Admittedly, work beats me down most times.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:25am.
If theyre worth keeping around you gotta keep them around! organize a dinner for u all to go to or have a dinner at ur house just a relaxed nice atmosphere where u all can reconnect.
also in regards to ur weird funks, im sure 90% of the population would tell me im a weird sappy freak for buying into this stuff but honestly there is something called seasonal affective disorder which if you can narrow it down to certain months that you get depressed either the weather, lack of sunlight, or maybe something happened in that month (death of a fam member, etc) brings you down with its memory than that could be seasonal affective disorder and u should speak with someone. There is also the possibilty of PMDD or post traumatic stress disorder. I know these things exist and point them out in friends but I always refuse to think any kind of those things could happen to me but I was actually recently diagnosed by a random dr's appt that my insurance required with PTSD from an ectopic pregnancy I had 6 months ago which resulted in not only the loss of the baby I wanted by my tube ruptured and had to be totally removed. Im only bringing this up because something can happen in your life that triggers an emotional loss and u may not wanna deal with it so you put it aside but your mind keeps dwelling on it without your control and it exhibits itself in other fashions.
If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:25am.
I think my lifestyle is part of the problem too, since I just don't care for myself anymore. All I do is work, sleep, and eat...
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Well, you answered my question! You're right. That's a HUGE part of the problem. If you get out doing anything... going to museums, the library, clubs, church, free concerts, whatever... you will start caring more, you will be more comfortable in your own skin, and you'll meet new people, and just be happier in general. The big hurdle is to make yourself do it. Just start. Don't overthink it.
And DON'T let the internet be a substitute for a social life, because that will only hurt you, not help you.
Submitted by KimmyGibler on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:08am.
Well, the one who "likes" me but clearly won't touch me with a 15 foot pole is from Colorado...I'm pretty sure it's along the edge of the state, he told me.
His excuse is that I'm too far away so nothing's going to happen. If he really wanted to make it work, he'd at least try.
I tend to get irrational when I'm tired. I won't lie, I am feeling a bit sleepy right now but I don't think that's anything to do with it. For some reason, I've been in a funk for the past few weeks. This happens to me a few times a year when I'm just generally not that happy. I think it's my brain chemistry or something. Not that I'm suicidal or anything, just sad all the time for the next month or two. I think my lifestyle is part of the problem too, since I just don't care for myself anymore. All I do is work, sleep, and eat...and I've been eating so much lately, which makes me feel worse. I don't exercise either.
I hope you're right and it's just my funk that's affecting how I see my friends right now, because the friends I know have been friends with me for a long time and I feel they're worth keeping around.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
I see schlooooooooooong is here. HI hot stuff!
Khensu, what are your hobbies? What do you like to do with your free time?
I thought I came out of the closet when I fell in love with Mr. Mercury? Damn, you hobags are slow.
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 12:37am.
I can totally relate. I actually lost comeplete contact w/ my H.S. friends. I'm at college and am pretty much just wrapped up w/ school. I've met ppl in college and I guess since I hangout w/ them on campus, I just haven't bothered calling my friends enough. I do call them occasionally but a lot of times they don't call back and maybe they think I don't wanna go out so they don't bother to call me. I'm not really that into going to clubs but everyonce in a while is cool, but that's all they do. I tell them to call me up next time they go out or they do something else but I get nothing. I have hung out with the college ppl but I still haven't managed to open up with them. I'm too reserved and so different that I don't want them to get to know me yet cuz I'm worried they will not want to hang out anymore and I'll have no one. Since we always hangout to drink I take advantage and drink quite heavily just cuz it loosens me up and i can talk, but even then, I get nervous when the talk of boyfriends comes up.
I'm obviously a virgin but I'm not ashamed of it. Sex can bring a lot of undesired results and I know I don't want to deal with anything like that. Don't feel bad about being a virgin. If ppl make a big deal about it tell them to fuck. off
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 1:00am.
The guy ur into lives in Colorado? what part? thats where I am!
I feel like sometimes you can get urself so inside ur head that u end up getting paranoid and weird when there is nothing wrong and in turn scaring people off that have no problem with you to begin with. For example whenever I am about to get my period I am psycho crazy paranoid nutbag. If 2 people at work step outside and dont invite me with them I concoct this whole insane story of how theyre talking about me and then feel the need to give them the cold shoulder the rest of the nite. When I think about it the next day with a clear head its like "hey maybe they had something going on in their personal life that they were talking about the whole world doesnt revolve around me!" But my point is we all get nutty sometimes but its important to get out of ur head and see the situation from all sides bc with my example when I then treat those 2 co workers like shit all day bc in my crazy head they were talking about me, i alienate myself when really there was nothing wrong. Im sure ur friends are busy or have shit going on in their lives that they r wrapped up in so def try and see it from all sides and dont catch an attitude w them over something that u might be taking the wrong way. thats a lil something ive learned over my long old years!
If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.
Submitted by KimmyGibler on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 12:41am.
Thanks for *not* judging or patronizing me, but I hope you won't lose respect at the fact that I'm still a virgin but not out of choice. All of my friends who aren't long distance friends are girls who have NO interest whatsoever in mingling with guys. I'm shy and I don't know how to get anyone to notice me.
The only guy at the moment who expresses interest in me lives in Colorado (we've been chatting over the internet for a long time), and he says he only likes me because I'm nice to him. I don't think he's attracted to me at all. What's the point?
The guy who I'm interested in never tells me I'm beautiful anymore. He used to.
I know that I shouldn't be feeling sorry for myself about either situation. It's just that with some of them I already wasn't on grand terms with them to begin with, but I forgave them a while ago. We haven't fought or anything, but they did some things that pissed me off about which I kept to myself because it was petty. I don't want to be mad anymore, I hate this paranoid feeling that they're just tired of me.
Your post has made me feel a little better, I appreciate that you took the time to respond to my long winded ramblings.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related
Submitted by Khensu Hetep on Fri, 09/03/2010 - 12:35am.
im sorry youre feeling so stressed. i dont think its weird for a 22 year old to be a virgin many of us who lost it at 15 way before we were ready made tons of mistakes in those years i think its nice youre waiting for the right person. obviously anyone can go out to a bar and get fucked so obviously you are holding on for a reason so dont feel bad at all! as far as the friends thing goes sometimes people get so wrapped up in themselves that they forget to check in but throwing a pity party for yourself doesnt help bc that will drive people further away. just keep confident about what you know you have going for you and reach out to friends that you feel havent checked in because they may not realize what theyre doing. sorry for the boring plainness of this, i havent started my after work cocktails yet. but i hope it made you feel a little better!
If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.
1. My friends suck.
It's like talking to a fucking wall. You know how long it's been since anyone has contacted me? OVER A MONTH.
And if I try to contact them first, they're hardly responsive at all.
I think I'm on the brink of a global fucking meltdown. I'm a reserved person, but loneliness isn't fun.
2. I'm like the resident Jen Aniston or some shit at work. My coworkers were talking about sex a few weeks ago, and they asked me how many partners I've had. I told them I was still a virgin, and they really haven't stopped patronizing me since.
Every discussion with some people is monopolized by my virginity. "Why haven't you had sex yet?"
"I don't know." = BECAUSE NO-ONE WANTS ME.
"Why don't you have a boyfriend?"
"Because I'm not ready for a relationship." = BECAUSE I'M BITTER, INSECURE, AND NEEDY BUT I KNOW BETTER THAN TO BRING MY PERSONAL BAGGAGE INTO A RELATIONSHIP.
Is it really that fucking shocking that a 22 year old's never had sex? Yes, it fucking bothers me that I haven't had sex. Thanks for rubbing it in, though.
Sorry, I figured a group of adults would be less interested in my sex life and that I could tell them the truth without them reacting that way. God knows that people at work overshare on the regular, I figured they'd be less shocked by my being a virgin, but as usual, I thank them for proving their immaturity.
No-one's going to read this, but it feels nice to get this out since my friends are completely negligent when it comes to talking to me anymore.
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R.I.P Ronnie James Dio :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8GsmcWjT6c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt3gYfEGChs&feature=related